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| Henrietta and the Herons by Kathryn Freemand |
Just a Dream by Lynne Rosenfeld
“I know it’s just a dream, but please, can I go back there?”
We were on the phone, a landline, vestige of earlier times. I, a lowly human, stumbling through brambles and vines, she, the Goddess of Dreams.
“Your dreams are programmed…it’s an algorithm,” she replied. “My powers are not as they once were. This dream you so crave came to you before A.I. usurped my gifts. I barely have a seat at the table. I’m given little respect, but they know they cannot discard me. I am a goddess after all. It seems that just the essence of a god, any kind of god, gives them pause, a hesitance to go too far in case they are left in a heap of ashes wrought by their own arrogance and self-destruction.”
“I see,” I replied. “I am sorry to hear, but want to thank you for the places you’ve allowed me to go in my dreams.”
We said goodbye and I was left with a dial tone and a warm phone pressed to my ear. Now, left to my own devices, I was determined to find a way back to my dream. It seemed that each time I tried to capture it, reclaim bits and pieces, the images slipped through my fingers. The Goddess had been my lifeline and she now could do nothing for me. The woven dream catcher hanging over my bed was no help. Its beauty seemed to scorn my grasping eagerness.
This dream was where I thought I wanted to live, even to die. Was it my idea of a heaven? But why was I so eager to return, when I had barely gotten out of the last one.
You see, I was walking in the woods across a thick blanket of green, trees reaching to the clouds, canopies of leaves like green balloons. The sun cast long shadows across the grass, washed clear of dried leaves, branches and fallen debris. I felt safe in my wanderings, solitary and safe, but for a ripple of uncertainty as the pheasant I passed offered a sly and knowing smile and the red fox winked and said, “follow me.”
The fox moved ahead quickly, weaving in and out of the trees, I struggled to keep up, the flick of his red tail, the blur of his black legs my only sign posts. I pushed forward, picking up my pace, determined not to lose him.
He led me to a house with large open windows. I could hear a cello playing, what was it? A tarantella? The fox kept over the window ledge into the open air house and I followed. Of course I would. Wherever this dream was taking me wasn’t it where I belonged? Where I was meant to be?
The first thing I noticed was a gold and blue tile floor. I stepped over the window ledge into the house and saw a man bent over his cello, the deep and lively chords vibrated in my chest. No dancer was I, but his music, the sight of the foxes dancing in a circle, made me want to join. The man never looked up from his bow as it moved over the strings of the cello, but the foxes beckoned me, welcomed me, and there I was, joyful, free, and yearning.
Spotting a blue hat on a green wicker chair I wondered, was I supposed to leave money for the musician? I had come into this dream without my wallet, and felt a pang of anxiety at my absence of change. I stepped out of the circle of dancing foxes and looked into the hat. Sure enough there were silver and gold coins, a few dollar bills.
A large black and brown dog lay across the tile floor. He lifted his head and called me over. He did not speak, but I knew he was calling me. As I approached, he thumped his tail on the gold and blue tiles and turned over onto his side. He sniffed my hand and gave it one wet lick. I nestled my face into his fur, then stretched out beside him, feeling his warm breath on my cheek.
“These foxes are driving me crazy,” he whispered. “I must tolerate them for the sake of my person” he said with a heavy sigh. “It’s the same every day. He plays the same music, the foxes come to dance, and sometimes the women jump out of the painting to join in. That money in the hat, it’s been here forever.”
“Gee, that sounds like a nightmare,” I stammered.
“Yes, exactly. I’m glad you are here. I’ve been so bored.”
“But, this is just a dream,” I said. “I will soon be waking up…won’t I?”
The dog's soulful eyes looked deep into mine, a look more of sadness than regret.
“I don’t think so,” he said. And with a heavy sign he closed his eyes, leaving me with the tarantella and dancing foxes.
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| Stories for Foxes by Kathryn Freeman |


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