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Doesn’t that just sound
pathetic?
It isn't.
But once again I’m spending Valentine’s Day by myself. Like my single
friends I’ll spend the day sans chocolate and flowers. There’s one difference
between my single friends and me though, I’m not single.
For the past
800,000,000 years I’ve been married to a terrific guy. Dear Hubby spoils me,
but he does not do romance. In fact, if there is such a thing as Romantic
Blindness (I picture it as being similar to color blindness) he has it.
This conversation has
been going on between us since the Jurassic Period.
Me, “Valentine’s Day is
the 14th!”
Dear Hubby, *Radio
Silence*
Me, “Did you hear me?”
DH, “Yes. Get yourself
something if you want something.”
Sigh.
For years I thought he
just didn’t get it. It only counted if he presented me with a gift. I gave
Valentine gifts to my kids and friends, and I’d show him what I got them hoping
he’d become inspired. Hint hint.
Did it work? Nope.
There were even times I
tried the passive aggressive approach. You know, I’d go buy myself something lovely
or something extra special and a bit out of budget. I’ll even admit that I sent
myself a gigantic centerpiece for the dining room table at least once. Know what
Dear Hubby said? “That’s nice, but flowers are just going to die.”
Sigh. So are you, my look would say. He just didn't even try to get it!
Believe me there were
times I told him straight up. I really tried to speak his language.
Me, “I want you to buy
me something for Valentine’s Day.”
Dear Hubby, *Radio
Silence*
Me, “Did you hear me?”
Dear Hubby, “Yes. What
do you want?”
Me, “I don’t care. A
Valentine gift.”
Dear Hubby, “But you
don’t even need anything. Why do I have to go to the store to buy a thing just
because a card company made up a holiday?”
Me, “Because it’s a
tradition and I’d know that you love me if you did it.”
Dear Hubby, *Radio
Silence while he digests this* “You don’t know I love you?”
Me, *Radio Silence* “Yes,
but I’d like a Valentine gift too.”
Dear Hubby, “If you
want something just go get what you want.”
Sigh. He just did not
get it.
Let me interject right
here that this is a man who I can wake up at 2:00 a.m. to fix a computer
problem when I’m writing all night. He’ll get right up and magic a fix without
complaining. He’s always there when I need him. He almost never steals the Ben
& Jerry’s Karamel Sutra I hide behind the frozen veggies, and he never
tries to rewire my quirks the way I try to correct his.
Sigh. It took me a few millennia to realize that I was the one who didn’t get it.
If Valentine’s Day is
about love, I’m one of the lucky ones. I have that. Love just doesn’t always
look like a commercial or a Hallmark movie. It’s not always neat and polished,
in fact it rarely is. It’s messy and it’s loud and it’s real, and sometimes it
puts live bait in the refrigerator during fishing season. Sometimes it goes to
the Outdoor Sportsman show to buy fishing poles on Valentine’s weekend while I write all
night in a writer cave far far away.
Is your love, or even your idea of love Happily
Ever After textbook? Is it all wine and roses? Or better yet chocolate? Does it ever look like what the marketers are selling? I want to know. Because I think the illusion sets us up for frustration! Tell me
how you feel about Valentine’s Day? And whether you’re single or in a
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necklace—because I’ll play traditional Valentine with you even if no one else
will.